[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in
|Wednesday, July 30th, 2003|
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Her lace spread out before me, as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
and all I taught her was everything
I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine
~Pearl Jam~ Current Mood: lonely
|Thursday, July 24th, 2003|
HI!!!! we all went out for Charme's 22nd birthday last nite and it was soooo much fun!!!! good times for all except for crystal who had to study for a spanish mid term. Anywho, not much has been going on really except for the same ol work and school. I went and saw Dave Matthews last Saturday and it was sooooooo much fun!!!! He played so many good songs, but doesn't he always?? We have one week from tomorrow until we move into our new apartment, i'm so damn pumped to get out of this shithole!!! ok i'm gonna go lay out and be productive today :) i love you!
cary Current Mood: silly
|Tuesday, July 15th, 2003|
i watched the re-run of sex and the city tonite with my girls. best show ever made! it made me think about how stupid girls can be sometimes. seriously, when someone doesn't call, it prolly means they just aren't into you. plain and simple. Why do we always look so deep into everything and try to overanalyze every little thing. oh well. i ran a mile in the heat of the day today. i went home this past weekend and got to see my brother bill who was home from the fabulous KZ. always a blast to see the family and party with old high school friends. i love you.
cary Current Mood: confused
|Sunday, June 29th, 2003|
i'm 21 and still alive....yay!!!!
I had sooooo much fun with my A town friends this weekend. This was the best birthday ever! i love you all!!!!!!! Time for sleep.
cary Current Mood: exhausted
|Thursday, June 26th, 2003|
I'm reading TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE, a book i was supposed to read in one of my classes my sophmore year but am reading now. Go figure. It's about life's lessons and all that good stuff. It's a really good book that makes you think about what really makes you happy and the stuff that's petty and makes no difference in your life that you pay attention to constantly. It makes Cary go into deep thoughts which is a rare act so i guess that's a good thing.
Today i went to class, swam laps and cooked din din with Charmie.....maybe i'll study some physics later but maybe not. Misty (two of her OU friends), Kristen, and Alli are coming tomorrow. Single, soon to be 21, and having all your best friends in town.....doesn't get much better than that huh?
i love you all!
cary Current Mood: peaceful
|Wednesday, June 25th, 2003|
hey party people. 3 DAYS TILL I'M 21! i'm so excited!!!!! one more week of summer 1 then i only have a weekend till summer 2 starts, and that really sucks. but oh well. I'm really excited about moving into our new apartment in august, they are really new and nice. It's entirely too hot outside today it makes not want to go to class, that really made me sound like a fat ass but it's true! Speaking of being a fatass i need to go find some grub! i love you all!
cary Current Mood: hungry
|Wednesday, June 18th, 2003|
hi friends! i haven't updated this mother in a while so i figured i would inform yall of my oh so excited week. ummmmm lets see the past weekend was pretty cool, i saw liquid stereo project up at lucy's, and drank with pandy and his co -workers up at casa loma....ahhh good times. monday nite of course was bowling league where we won the first game and the second two were not so good but i must say that is a vast improvement. I've done decent on both of my first physics tests....hopefully with my homework i can pull a B in the class *crossing fingers* I have another health test tomorrow...blah! Notice that every time i should be studying i babble on and on in this journal...eeewhooops. Grant called me last nite to wish me a happy birthday but he was about ten days too early....JUNE 28TH IS THE BIG DAY!!!!! it's ok, it was the thought that counted. ok i better go read. i love you.
cary Current Mood: mellow
|Thursday, June 12th, 2003|
|Did you really think that guy hung the moon?
Ok so i am doing everything besides studying for physics, for example i'm writing in this oh so cool journal instead of doing homework. I talked to alli today and she told me she's coming down for my bday!!!! That means Kristen, Misty, and Alli are coming down, so it's going to be a full house. I'm pumped! Ok so we finally found a place to live next year....it's right down the street at Dakota Ranch. I'm excited, they were built last year so we don't have to live in the old dirty JC anymore. The nets game was bad ass last nite!!!! Richard Jefferson is my hero. Well i don't have much to say so i'm going to go study slash sleep now. I love you.
cary Current Mood: frustrated
|Monday, June 9th, 2003|
|ken and the pink tacos!!!!!
ME CAROL, ANDIE, AND MY NEW FRIEND KEN ARE IN A BOWLING LEAGUE!!!! It's so much fun, more fun if i were 21 but oh well. I think i'm dilirious right now hence i'm on like 3 and half hours of sleep still bc i really didn't take a nap today. Tomorrow lindsay turns 21...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! How come Brent has the coolest ear lobes?!?!? That is the question of the nite! Mr. beau jangles is in trouble...he found his new food and tore a hole in it and started eating while i was gone....now that's what i call a fat pus-say. I'm going to shower and hit the haaaaaaay. i love you all! good nite.
cary Current Mood: drained
3 in a half hours of sleep....workin, physics test, prolly won't go to health. Current Mood: exhausted
|Saturday, June 7th, 2003|
So my test was allright, i prolly should have studied more but what can ya do now? Today i woke up and did physics for about two hours and got a 100 on my online homework :) Then i went to Bishops Square and played volleyball and drank beer. It was a nice change from doing physics. I think i'm going to party over at the Zone tonite but i'm not sure if i'm up for it. Last nite i went with Charme to Lucy's and there was a kick ass band playing....my fat kid ID worked wonders!!!! The nets won last nite and i'm pumped for the spurs to lose the whole thing. OK i'm gonna go lay around and be lazy and maybe go out tonite. I love you!!!
Cary Current Mood: giddy
|Thursday, June 5th, 2003|
|and now a word from the president.....damn it feels good to be a gangsta
I'm trying to study for my health test but apparently i have ADD bc i can't seem to sit down and keep reading. I'm chiling with the infamous beau jangles right now bc my friends went to sixth street :( i wish i was with them! oh well. I talked to Granty tonite! yay! i love talking to old high school friends, talking about the good ol days and what not. Brandon and Jimmy are gonna be in Tejas this weekend but i cant go to A-town bc i have a test on monday :( blah! I'm so glad tomorrow is Friday. This week has gone by really really slow. Summer school is not so fun but hopefully it will be worth it in the end. ok off to go read or simply stare at my book. Hope everyone has a kick ass Thursday night....and oh it is on this weekend!!!!!!
Cary Current Mood: cynical
|Wednesday, June 4th, 2003|
|whose yo weed man how you smoke so good??????
Another long day but i feel productive so i guess it's all worth it. The damn spurs won tonite...i hate san antonio and everything about that stupid town. Ok that's enough about that. Me and Charmie laid out and went to the track today. I'm really tired from waking up so early, plus i got no sleep last nite. It was one of those sleeps where you wake up every hour bc you are afraid you are going to sleep in, plus it was storming really really bad. I turn 21 in 24 days.....OHHHHH HAAAAAY! Certain people better be coming in town or i'm gonna kick some serious ass!!! muah! Everyone is going to sixth street tomorrow nite but i cant go bc i have to wake up so early on friday....booooo! Oh well, i guess i should leave my fat girl ID to rest until i turn 21 so i don't jenks myself. Off to bed to get that beauty sleep!
cary Current Mood: bitchy
it's soooo early.....cary is not a morning person, i want to go back in my cozy bed!!!!! Current Mood: sleepy
|Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003|
|with so much drama in the LBC....
I just woke up from the best nap ever!!!!! REAL WORLD PARIS tonite baby!!!!! I think the best real world was my going pot luck last year.....the cleptomaniac, BEAUTIFUL BLONDE GIRL, the lesbian, and the shy girl....now that was some drama! I got a hundred on my first physics assignment. oh haaaaaay. The NBA finals start tomorrow....GO NETS!!! I hate the spurs. Well i gotz to run some errands...i love you all!
Cary Current Mood: optimistic
|Monday, June 2nd, 2003|
Today i had the longest day ever! I worked from 7-11 then i had class from 12-4. blah! It is storming really bad here and it makes me want to curl up and sleep but i won't bc i know i won't be able to sleep tonite. Today was the first day of class....physics should be interesting and i have my first health test this friday. But it's health ....the same shit you learn in every health class since 7th grade. I forgot to express my love for the mavericks in my last entry. I know the spurs beat them but i love them and i know we'll be kick ace next year. ok off to eat and study.
Cary Current Mood: groggy
|Sunday, June 1st, 2003|
|my first journal entry
Ok so i got this idea from my cool friend kristen. If you think i'm stupid for putting a journal on my profile then stop reading it. Summer school starts tomorrow and the thought of physics makes me want to hack....twice. I have to work from 7 IN THE AM to 11 then school from 12-4. blah. We floated the comal river yesterday and my friend Andy got flipped on a rapid...luckily she is doing fine and the brew survived. ok i better sleep so i can wake my happy ass up at 6:00 AM.
cary Current Mood: nerdy